Tuesday

hello morning. im not ready for you yet. please go away.

Dec 8, 2005 1:45 am
Mood: tired, 958 views


Cause in my head there's a greyhound station
Where I send my thoughts to far off destinations

i took a greyhound once
to see someone
i met some of the most interesting people
and by "interesting"
i mean people who should have been aborted

i had never until that point
seen someone who i could almost guarantee
had been a crack baby

So they may have a chance of finding a place
where they're far more suited than here

i'm begining to feel restless
how surprising
i wonder if the problems
i find myself facing
are problems at all
or if i am the problem
i know i am the solution

how very self help
where is my yoga mat

i am the the fix
i need
ring ding ding
fix me please

I cannot guess what we'll discover
Between the dirt with our palms cut like shovels

goodbye i told him
and him
and him
so many hims ive said goodbye to

age
heart failure
heroin

people ive loved
loved until i thought i couldnt love anymore
and had to stop at the florists
to pick out the roses
that would die with him

goodbye

But I know our filthy hand can wash one another's
And not one speck will remain

___ and sara
against the world
its the modern love story

im burning
burning like a letter in a toilet
burn
burn
burn

I do believe it's true
That there are roads left in both of our shoes

where am i going
to end up
now that my plans
and my back up plans
have failed

how have i managed to mangle myself so
i had such potential
i had such goals
i had a 5 year
and 10 year plan
i knew what i would be doing
where i would be going
how i would be living

i knew it all

and now i have nothing
except a plane ticket
and a bank account

a new pair of jeans
and an argyle sweater
some slipons
and a white belt to take me there

If the silence takes you
Then I hope it takes me too

lets jump off this bridge
together my love
lets taste our own demise
and feel glutted on extinction

lets give it all up
and find something beautiful in the ashes.

Cause you're the only song I want to hear
A melody softly soaring through my atmosphere

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